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Created on 2003-07-26 23:08:01 (#1210727), last updated 2009-08-28
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| Name: | Ash |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 03-12 |
| Location: | vancouver, Washington, United States |
Person In The Mirror
I start yelling at you
at the top of my lungs.
Asking you question about
what you have done.
You have not a clue now
much I hate you.
Because of you
they hate me.
Because of what you have done
they don't trust me.
I want you to leave.
i want to put you behind me.
I want to be me and not you.
I'm sick and tried of cleaning up you mess.
I'm sick and tired of you ruining my life.
I want you to go away.
I look into you eyes and tell you that you're
a horrible person and you need to leave me alone.
i don't to be you anymore.
i want to be me.
i want to break free from you wicked ways.
but you drag me in and hold me tight.
the anger i have for you makes me clinch my fists.
i don't want to be your victim anymore.
i want you to go away and never return.
but you stay.
I lift my anger fists and swing.
screaming "I HATE YOU!"
i stand there looking at you
in broken pieces on the floor.
i'm going to change.
i'm going to take my life back.
become me once again.
i'm not you anymore.
i'm not that person in the mirror.
by me
oct 28, 2004
I start yelling at you
at the top of my lungs.
Asking you question about
what you have done.
You have not a clue now
much I hate you.
Because of you
they hate me.
Because of what you have done
they don't trust me.
I want you to leave.
i want to put you behind me.
I want to be me and not you.
I'm sick and tried of cleaning up you mess.
I'm sick and tired of you ruining my life.
I want you to go away.
I look into you eyes and tell you that you're
a horrible person and you need to leave me alone.
i don't to be you anymore.
i want to be me.
i want to break free from you wicked ways.
but you drag me in and hold me tight.
the anger i have for you makes me clinch my fists.
i don't want to be your victim anymore.
i want you to go away and never return.
but you stay.
I lift my anger fists and swing.
screaming "I HATE YOU!"
i stand there looking at you
in broken pieces on the floor.
i'm going to change.
i'm going to take my life back.
become me once again.
i'm not you anymore.
i'm not that person in the mirror.
by me
oct 28, 2004
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